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Autonoetic

by Scott Hawkins

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1.
Lord, have you forsaken me Oh have I done something wrong? Please just give me time to be For I love... I love you I know you have to live your medicine I know you have to speak your peace You, my love, my heart that I jettisoned I'll be true Wake up, old friend, we're getting near the end Feel the sense of living, feel it grow up on the skin Have we lost the feel? So cold and sealed away For the rest of our lives, for the rest of our lives Welcome to the party now, after it's done We all had a good time Blood on the wall tells a tale of old All that was good and that died Sometimes we come to Little pieces of our youth In the night-time we fight all those things in our mind But it's all right Oh well, it's getting hard to tell the time What does it mean when it's gone? It's just so confused from the start That feeling never fades at all... Oh no We dig a hole deep in our soul From where we've been Sometimes we tell the tales of old Of all those times we filled it in Sometimes we come to Little pieces of our youth In the night-time we fight all those things in our mind But it's all right Oh, oh It's all right
2.
Waken up Though sometimes life gets dark Oh, the possibilities on a sunny day in June When the big clouds come out Don't let it dissipate Start it rolling today Big dreams take life-long While some things you find in a song Can't imagine a world without love While some things you just don't have Pull brother along Where do I belong? Summertime in green Can't wait just to live the dream Oh where will I go Is it just fear to me? They always claim there's so much to know Just wish I could show them this And me
3.
Castle Walls 03:53
Walking down the dark halls in your heart space When it calls to me to leave this place The sky is open, the grass is green again All this talk of love just goes through the wind, like sin Where'd my head go? I forget now On a pike outside the castle walls Of your love Think this suffering will purify As the days just drift so slowly by, but I Think you and I could make such a melody I gave you all my money, just sing to me, to me Where'd my head go? I forget now On a pike outside the castle walls Of your love Of your love Of your love Of your love Eyes look in the sky above me Blood flows down into the stream of love But it always gets stuck to the weeds Always gets stuck to the weeds Where'd my head go? I forget now On a pike outside the castle walls Of your love
4.
I Don't Mind 04:51
Oh, the wind blows Through the pines Where's my mind go? Oh, I don't mind... In the sunlight I will burn up Though I don't mind Just where I end up In the skies of blue In the clouds of white In the purple season Of a summer night In the moonlight I will burn out Though I don't mind Just where I come out... In the languid dream It's not as hard Though it seems We try... you know it isn't Isn't this way Then the light comes Through the sky Vibrations hit me Make me feel high In the love light I will fall away But I know we don't die So I don't dismay... In the languid dream It's not as hard Though it seems We try so hard... You know it... Know it has to be For you and me
5.
Glistening 05:09
The sea is glistening in this state I'm in The waves roll by When the flood comes it brings the undertow I never know why Wanna breathe the air without a care til' I don't feel nothin What's life mean? Just pretty sheen, or a thin veneer? It's so pretty here so I stake my claim But it don't mean that I live What the fuck set the fire burning? All that we save till the dark grave? Just take me back home Back where I belong I just feel numb, so I feel none Just a little now and then Need to go north where the cold winds blow That where I begin? Just take me back home Back where I belong
6.
I waste away the day and the night too Just to be with you in your heart Feeling real life go down Feeling real life go down-stream Clean loving has no place for us Feel yourself at home Shedding all the skin of this lifetime And cross the line to the ether Feeling real life go down Feeling real life go down-stream Clean feeling has no place for us Feel yourself at home Drinking in the distance of your love And feel the cup spilling over Feeling real life go down Feeling real life go down-stream Clean living has no place for us Feel yourself at home
7.
Burnt Orange 04:51
So this is fall again And the fire is my friend The night's coming on And life feels right In this painted life You can choose the lies Or go earth side and Just drink the moonshine But the feeling, oh the feeling Is the reason to go on They put the screws in me Holding where I've been free Stone flannel wearing man... in your ways But in this pool below Full of melted snow See I feel alive when I jump in now And the feeling, oh the feeling Is the reason to be alive All I wanted All I wanted Is to be here In the countryside In this orange burning glow Feel the earth, and feel the sky It's all I'll ever, ever know
8.
All these people fucking with my time Cause a thinkin' man to drink his wine All he needs is a song that's genuine Where did all the time go And is it real? Dreariness is coming through The cellophane life is choking hues And I don't know what to do So I just sit here on the porch with you Feeling wind cut me in two What of youth What happened to you? All this time goes nowhere
9.
Elusive 04:46
One, two, one, two, three Where's the feeling get lost in life? In the end, words die before I send them Is there a true way to live? Cuz' it seems, forever and forever elusive Can I lose the weight I needed then Just to love? All comes back to the one Lost in the summer sun As we find a way to be here Here I am flying down an open road What can I say? Pull the throttle and come what may Is this all just a dream? Cuz' it seems To go on forever and forever and forever Can I lose the weight I needed then? It all comes back around Back to love All comes back to the one Lost in the summer sun As we find a way to be here

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released June 1, 2023

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